A Poem Written by Vivian Ennis 10/09/01
My self-trust is shaken
Do I trust that I will endure
what this fear has taken
I miss it for sure
Not enough trust in my own decisions
this I know for sure
not enough true visions
about my life so pure
Trusting myself is what I need
I’ll either do it or not
God help me to proceed
I need your help a lot
I must conquer the fear soon
the time is drawing near
the fear comes morning, night and noon
God do you truly hear
Help me feel your peace so real
and protect my heart
help me to begin to feel
give me a brand new start
Trusting you and your word
sometimes hard for me
this fear I have is so absurd
if I don’t trust you I will never be free
Written by Vivian Ennis 10/09/01