A Poem Written by Vivian Ennis 12/02/01
If I could have loved you more
or maybe loved you right
would you still have closed the door
on my heart that night
I thought I did my best
I guess not what you wanted
I was not like the rest
my expressions were not taunted
If you had really loved me
than me you would have known
But you really wanted to be free
and to me that was all I was shown
You may have not looked toward
everything I said
but I did not look forward
to you leaving me instead
I though you wanted honesty
so I tried to show you truth
But I guess this is what has to be
While I am still in my youth
I don’t feel that you really wanted
anything true at all
and in your own way also taunted
and then acted so very tall
You corrected everything
As if you always knew best
like I did not know a thing
But I was not like the…