A Poem written by Vivian Ennis
I don't seem to fit into your life
I am surly not your wife
I am just a figment of whatever to you
And that in itself can make me feel blue
I know I do not belong in this situation here
To fill up your longing in life you are so selfish dear
This is defiantly not my responsibility or place
I don't want to be second it’s such a disgrace
I never want to be looked upon in a way that is cheap
And forgotten about when you are home with her and asleep
Or the times you would feel that I am in the way
At the close of your families long hard day
I don’t fit in your life , I want to be loved too
I want to be the only one to a soul that is true
Not to be thought about only on a certain day
And treated at other times like I am in your way
I would love to be loved and cared for so well
But doing this the wrong way would be a living hell
You are not mine don't ask me to share
Stop all the pretense acting like you care
I will not be second to anyone in this life
Especially if you are a married man with a wife
Written by Vivian Ennis
I wrote this way back in a time when I was very young. There was a married man chasing me .This poem was my way of sorting it out .