A Poem Written by Vivian Ennis 01/21/02
I await a touch so fine
as my mind still slips off back in time
A time when I thought that love was so real
and there was no fear of the things that I feel
I know I don’t want to think of what I had before
but life seems to not be opening up any new doors
I work into the night and when I lay in bed
Visions of the past come rolling through my head
I cannot sleep, I cannot think about the now
I want to find a way to stop the memories somehow
But I cannot replace the way I remember you
even though I realize now that you did not love me too
I want a brand new vision too dream of in my mind
one that I can hold onto for the rest of time
I want a love that will share with me the things that I long for
too hold me close in my bed at night not just knocking at my hearts door
I want a dream that can be so very real
something that I can truly have, hold and feel
As I await that touch so fine
my mind still slips off back in time
Written by Vivian Ennis 01/21/02