Present feelings changing the past. Not holding on to what will not last
But wisdom now here, that can calm the deepest fear
Deep in the night clearing my head, as I lie awake alone in my bed
Nighttime bringing on visions of my life so real
A new way has come on how I choose to feel
Past feelings of pain, as I feel the cold wet rain
Have left so far behind, some feelings not so kind
But new thoughts abound, as I see heaven all around
A cleansing to my very soul, has made me feel so very whole
No longer half a person I will bring,
To a new soul I meet that makes my heart sing
But a solid foundation that I never knew before
I have decided to change and close old behaviors door
So each and every new day as I wake up and pray
I thank God for my mind and the new thoughts so kind
With the ability to live and always forgive
Written by Vivian Ennis 09/21/02