A Poem Written by Vivian Ennis 11/26/01
Body parts removed from me to stop the pain
Torn from my body I now feel shame
Losses of organs that are inside of me
thinking that it would set my pain free
Pain, pain still lingering on
not knowing if I can continue on
Tormented by my physical body as mental thoughts intrude
and doctors that rob me as they elude
My physical body rejecting me
Not letting me feel so absolutely free
Not letting me release the pain inside
Making me want to hide
Can I let go can I be pain free
to be able to live life happily
Can it be possible, do you think
because the pain makes my heart sink
Written by Vivian Ennis 11/26/01
To many surgeries in my life and to much pain but always hoping for a better day.