Written by Vivian Ennis 04/28/01
How can I face myself tonight
I have all these fears filled with horrible fright
And one of the fears is how I see
how I have been treating me
How can I look me straight in the face
and see the pain that I cannot erase
what am I supposed to do with this now
I wish someone would show me how
But here I am all alone
To figure this out on my own
And I can’t seem to figure out where to begin in me
So I can finally learn how to set this pain free
I am not even sure where to start
It seems that the beginning and end of my pain are too far apart
And that there has been so much more pain
That has come in my life of tears like rain
It’s hard to feel when I don’t know what way to turn
This stress is not something I seem to easily discern
I need concrete answers that will work this out now
Do you think that God can show me how
Written by Vivian Ennis 04/28/01