A Poem Written by Vivian Ennis 09/25/03
What is this longing inside of me?
Feels like a empty hole that will last an eternity
Or a junction on a long lonely stretched road
Traveling alone I’m pulling an emotional load
Waves of energy slip in and out of my body
Fearing the longing is something you can see in me
Is it only in my mind this empty space that is not so kind?
Did God forget me? Or to him I’m just blind
Not able to see God anywhere
Wanting to connect but do I dare
Am I really here?
Or just a lost connection that is full of fear
What would the lesson be in all of this empty space?
This feeling that I cannot connect to the human race
More and more I seek answers too
How I even fit in with you
The feelings of longings are burdens at best
Feeling empty along a deserted twisted life’s test
Empty spaces in-between my heart cries out
With what now seems to be constant feelings of doubt
Written by Vivian Ennis 09/25/03