Desire to Talk

A Poem Written by Vivian Ennis 11/08/2001

I want to call you on the phone
my life seems empty, I’m all alone

I thought that you would always stay
Sharing the sultry nights and long days

I pick up the phone to call you, then I put it right back down
I feel so much pain in my heart, not sure if you ever wanted me around

When you left I felt in my heart that you no longer wanted me
so I know I must set my feelings I hold for you, now so very free

It is no longer me you come home to
I am now alone, Just this thought makes me blue

The urges I have deep down inside
is to call you up and no longer hide

The love I have deep in my heart
and pain because you did depart

I know that I am no longer thought of
now I am as free, as a free flying dove

But again I feel this urge deep inside
to call you up and loose my pride

But I will hold back one more hour or day
and to my God above, I will now pray

That God fills my heart with true peace and love
this is what I will now be dreaming of

Written by Vivian Ennis 11/08/2001