A Poem Written by Vivian Ennis 05/15/2000
My emotions run deep
trying hard not to weep
As each tear falls down my face
my love for you is hard to erase
My stomach is in a knot so tight
I am not sure if I will be all right
The pain of abandonment once again
bringing up pain from deep within
The torment that I feel inside
leaving me stripped of my pride
To love so deeply and not in return
makes my stomach inside now turn
I cannot slow my mind down
wondering if real love has ever been found
Wishing the abandonment would completely end
So I could be loved and begin to mend
Written by Vivian Ennis 05/15/2000
When reading my poems please pay attention to the dates. Some of my poems are old and some new. I have written about every situation and journey I have been through in my life, But there is no order as to how I am posting them here. I was so young and while I am writing all this now, it brings back thoughts from the past, but also shows me how far I have come in my life. it is awesome to look back and think I wish I knew then what I know now. Vivian