A Poem Written by Vivian Ennis 11/02/01
I am confused about who I am
Where I start and you end?
Is love supposed to be separated?
I spent so many years running from this feeling
of not connecting to my own inner being
Where do I start and my lovers end?
I feel I only know how to blend
It scares me so to love this way
I thought I could love differently today
But either I am failing at this
or this is just one of life’s little twists
Is this how I am supposed to feel?
No one gave me a book to study on how to love so real
Do you feel a connection too?
And if so, why does it not scare you?
When will I love differently?
To be able to love and still love me
I Know I need myself love to grow
this empty feeling scares me so
To think that I could have more love for you
and not enough love for me too
Who is it that I am?
Where do I start and you end?